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Still fumbled why I still think of her. It has been a long time since I first met her, since I first saw her radiant eyes and hypnotic smile. Damn. It's been four long years but I still have my feelings for her since the beginning. Yes, her. I chickened out when I still had the chance. I was afraid because of what might happen: rejection. I was afraid, so afraid of the consequences that would follow through. But she's the one I wanted all the time...I only realized it until now. I don't know if she'll believe me but I want her to. This is real, for love's sake! It's been 4 damn years and I don't know why I still like you! I still long for your sight! I still want to see your smile even with your braces on! I'm gonna wear my heart on my sleeves just for you to see. Yes, I do love you still. I haven't felt like these before. Your spunk makes me more in love. Your confidence just leaves me breathless.

I know that I'm not the one that you want, but I just want to let you know that it's you that I want. You're not a rebound. You're not an adhesive or anything of the like. I just want to show my real feelings that have been suppressed for a long time. Yes I did love them before. You'll ask why and here's my answer: I turned my feelings for you to them because you already had someone special back then, simply speaking, I gave up. And I loved her for real, I thought my feelings for you were gone but to my surprise it didn't. It pains me that I broke her heart. But it will pain me even more if it continued and the only feeling I felt for her was pity. I don't want to deceive myself. I want to be honest this time. It's you, yes you, that I want. I love you. Did I already tell you that? Well here is it again: I love you. Let me love you and let me show you what I can do for you. You're not a waste of time unlike what you said.

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